Christmas Blues!!!
Christmas this year was as dull as the thurderstorm on that day itself. Besides dinner with th "cool kids" which was pretty ordinary except for Christmas Eve with a new additional member adding to clog my lungs with his cigarrete smoke. I did have tremendous fun in the RIKL Christmas party. The guy wearing the pink bikini...well...not as hot as I thought it would be. But it was fun nontheless....kakakaka....the pool games was cool....grabbing an apple in the water...and perverted men suggesting we gals grab it between our boobs and let them bite it....not the boob...the apple!!! Wil was kinda uptight at first...but he looked kinda sexy fixing up the bbq pit (<-- statement to scare u!)....kakakakaka.....well...Men's health magazine was right....when a man fixes anything ( and I mean anything) it turns a girl on...MUAAHAHAHHA...listen guys out there....u might get lucky that night...FORTUNATELY....me and wil are just friends....
However, we had quite a few horny impersonations of Santa Clause...from unbalanced balls Santa with prostate cancer...to pregnant Santa waddling like a penguin.....to oversized triple D boobs Santa....*NOTE - all men!!
Oh the thunderstorm on Christmas was memorable. There was a hole in the ceiling...MUAHAHAHA....so the dustbin and loads of other buckets collected the joy of smelly water from up above.....kakakakka....it was a good thing I was home then...if not.... a flooded room....soaked carpets....short-curcuited plugs. But as someone said...it is FATE for me to be there at the crucial moment of heroism.
Me & Wil had a real nice talk after such a long time. Hahahaha....I took the time to thank him for his many contributions in my life.....kakakaka....however...as hard as we both tried I guess that we couldnt find any of my contributions in his life....guess I am only good at being a supportive friend...!!! No a life changing experiences on his part....but as I concluded at the end ( to menutup malu *giggle* ) its doesn't matter who does what & who contributes what...its all about giving the best you can....in friendship....and everything else.
And guess there is where finally I felt the warmth of Christmas time....
Merry Christmas!!!! Love you all.....
P.S. ~ Thanks Poker for always picking and sending me. U do not know what difference it makes to my little world anyway...kakakakak....
Christmas mood...please come!!!
Santa at the office party. Poor Santa...stuck with a man who never grew up. At least Peter Pan was small!I'm sitting here in the office alone. Everyone is off buying stuff for the Christmas party later at 4 pm which is like in 30 minutes. I cannot believe they spent RM 1.2k on booze itself...goodness...even my pay is not that good. Give it to me man....and just take 3 bottles of stuff. They have a wide variety from tequila....to whisky....to gin and even wine...oh and Heineken beer from the sponsors akakakka...ONE KEG....jangan main tau!!! Tho I can't wait to watch everyone get drunk and crazy...the whole employee force here is making sure I don't go back early...and drink too....so I am in a dilemma....DRINK...(as Wil says we only live once) or DUN DRINK ( as I have always hated the feeling of wanting to vomit after drinking). WHAT TO DO??? WHAT TO DO??? Hmmmm...see la how it goes later...kakakaka
Everyone here in the office is in a Christmas mood...putting gifts on each others tables as a surprise. I get gifts too...gifts of work they don't wanna do this holiday season....kakakaka....that is why I am the only one here working while everyone else shops for stuff....kakaka....they better give me a good evaluation letter...as I currently am doing work for 3 people...!!! So ok...I'm new so anyway I wasn't expecting any presents ( kinda! ) anyway...kononnya...letak muka gembira...hoping I get one...hinting thru the eyes...MUAAHAHAH...apparently my telekinesis doesn't work that well....still see my table full of work....and NO wrapping paper what-so-ever. My friends are broke...guess no presents there too....Family far away...I can just dream away....I think I will get something for myself!!!! Any suggestions?
The weirdest gifts one can get from jolly drunk friends!!!
Perfectionism....my disaster!
Fi recently typed out an article from the magazine...YES TYPED OUT....and emailed it to me. She was trying without fail to prove to me that I have a serious case of perfectionism. Truthfully I agree with her. It is very hard for me to make decisions at time when I know that if I fail/do not do well....I will really hurt and torture myself over it. For her....she is willing to take a chance...try...and she goes on. For me...the reason is cause it won't be good after if I am not 100% sure it will be.
It's a burden to be like that. Even a sin at times! But you see...I love it in a way. It keeps me top gun. I dunno...it gives me my standards. Maybe its so imbeded in me that no way anyone even myself can pry it out.
I guess now...all I am doing is cherish the everyday as it is. I do not know that by refusing a oppurtunity did I really loose out as that someone has "got over me" or by "not telling" I missed out on the greatest possibilities in life or by "thinking too much" I have lost the great timing as it was appointed
*pause* Got invited to eat siew yuk...YUMMY...my first taste of pork after half a year...hahah
Where was I???
Oh yeah...anyway after a hearty meal...I guess there is no point to talking, blogging and thinking these kind of things. I know I won't change....kaakakka...so I just better enjoy myself this way.
I can't wait for my 5 days of partying....MUAAHHAHAHA....this Christmas...
DAY 1 ~ Office party....hahhaha...with alcohol...can't wait to see drunk bosses and staff
DAY 2 ~ Outing with Fi & Pam...hope I get invited! *pending*
DAY 3 ~ RIKL Xmas party with top organizer in red bikini...a MUST SEE
DAY 4 ~ Christmas Eve - No plans yet..wanna book me??
DAY 5 ~ Christmas - No plans here either....call me k....its a party!!!!
I was thinking of doing something wild....GO DOWN TO SINGAPORE FOR DAY 4 & 5...what do u think?
Dull ache!
Wonder there is really something wrong...with all to look forward to the morning of work is dinner time and sleep at home...and all to think about is what to do during the weekends? Does this sound pathetic or not? The first thing I do when I come into the office is to tick off another day on the calender. Where did my motivation for work go? I know the first thing that comes into Poker's mind when he reads this...."Lerrrr...budak ni cannot survive working life!". I know I know....sedih sial? BUT I got to learn right? Cuz everyone works...one way or another.
I sit next to the office radio...but NO I cannot tune it to my favourite channels. Anyway, Red.fm is having this Christmas singing thingie...and my gosh...some can't sing and some can. But all in all...its making me miss home....reminds me on how my brother, lil sis and I used to sing till it rained bullfrogs hahahah.....knowing I won't be with my family for christmas...damn putting me in a down mood...DULL DULL DULL.........
Toilets & Amber Chia!!
No...the two words in the title has nothing to do with each other. There was this weird incident in the toilet today. I was in one of the cubicles today doing my "business" when suddenly I heard male voices real close by. I panicked....goodness did I enter the wrong toilet. I did not want to go out to check just in case I bump into him and embarass myself....I turned around looking for the sanitary pad bin...I sigh with relieve....there was one...GOOD GOOD...means he is the one in the wrong place...but he seems to be talking non-stop...WEIRD! 5 mins later I hear a girl's voice and a slam of the door...*phew* it was a guy and a girl talking at the ladies toilet door...wat a relief!!!
oh...bout Amber Chia....she was at the agency for dunno God-knows-why. She was sitting in the reception area on her own waiting for the brand manager while I was standing there waiting for mail. I was there with her for so long and I did not even notice her...SADLY...while my male colleugues went goo-goo-eyed...almost fainting to the ground at her sight...for just a few seconds...while I was there...standing for so long near her...and not knowing...BUDUH rite?
