Epistle of the stars!

Gay love...

As I was sitting in the 40 degree stagnant windless heat waiting for the bus from work, I cringe disgustingly at the two girls sitting at the bus stand who has gladly placed their gigantic bag on the seat; blocking my ass from meeting great rest.

I swear silently and prayed hard that the bus would arrive soon. I turn back to give them another annoyed glare, but I saw something that made me swing back towards facing the road; rub my eyes hard, pinch myself in the arm and slap myself hard across the face.

So, what did I see?

Two pretty Hongkie girls holding hands, stroking each others' arms and gently whispering into each others' ears. On both their pinkie fingers held a white gold band in which I assume must be a 'promise/love' ring.

I turn around again to face them, determined that I was too tired and am very much delusional. What I see next shocked me a few steps away from them...making me jump towards the street amidst the honking of angry drivers.

One of the petite Chinese girls had lifted up her shirt while the other more boyish one in a pink CK baby-T applied lovingly some white cream from a silver tube. She gently stroked what I assume is sun block onto her fair but slightly scorched skin while her partner whines cutely bout the heat.

As my mind reels what I think is either the fantasy of my ex boyfriend or hard core lesbian porn, which by the way, at this point I guess many of you may already have a hard on. My mind cinema starts to play flashbacks of my failed relationships with men. As the two girls start to dry hump in public ( NOT!) ahhaha but rather whisper lovingly and cuddle closely while sharing a bottle of juice, the producer in me starts to conjure up scenarios of what might happen if I took my intimacy with women a little further than what it is now.

Most of my best friends know I am a very touchy feely person....even to the point of freaking out my ex boyfriend's best friend once. She thought I was hitting on her...akkakak. And I start thinking of possibilities for a relationship with a woman I am very close with now.

Option 1 - Miss A

Well, she is pretty and very much loving with her friends. Especially after having shared a bed with her, I wouldn't mind waking up to her morning breath. But she is not touchy feely enough. I guess a relationship with her would be...all so proper...very much British...akakakka. But she will make an excellent companion, I would have someone to accompany me everywhere and teach me new things everyday. There would be naked showers and skinny dipping in pools but all that fun won't go far with her commitment phobia. However, I know once she falls...she falls hard...so if anything did happen, it would be for life.

Option 2 - Miss B

Hmmm...we have been best friends for more than 5 years. And familiarity breeds intimacy, in my opinion anyway. She herself is very much experienced in the dealings of a woman, what else but a perfect partner she would be. She knows when to be gentle with me, and when to be stern in her ways. Oh well.....life would be so good then....

Sadly, these fantasies are just merely fantasies or just daydreaming of what might. For you see, I am not attracted to woman, (anymore?) and they are not too..to me anyway despite the several occasions of flirting. But wouldn't it be so nice if it was? The perfect partner in your best friend and she would know where your clit is kakakaka.

But then that would make life a little too simple right?

posted by Orion @ 5:08 PM