Epistle of the stars!

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!

YEEEEEHaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....Exams are over!!! The semester is over! I am so sorry to my beloved KK friends that I wont be going home this holiday. I miss you guys loads....I miss you so much BEB and I am torn between the job & seeing you, JOY, in KK. Im so sorry. I miss you guys so so so overly much.

Holidays are so nice. It's good to be a student. There is always a break for everything. Don't you think so?? We got it so lucky.

Truthfully , I am really afraid to start work again...the pressure, the stress of new environment and friends, making good impressions.....its a scary world. But then again its a good oppurtunity for me working to learn new things. I guess maybe I'm just afraid and weak in trying to fight it.

I feel a bit sad. Someone who I really admire and really feel have taught me a lot through the many years seem to be a little distant from me day by day. I miss her a lot. I miss the time she lavishes her attention to me. I miss the time she felt that I was great. I feel maybe as if I did a mistake which I was blind to see yet I am afraid to ask....afraid to spark a fire. Best it be left alone?? I do not know...I do not know....for now I guess silence is my best friend.

Reading this...I seem to be indulging in the "scared" pill. Hope to pull myself out of it soon.

Anywayz, holidays is up. Do call me for any plans or anything.

Can't wait for tomorrow to sun my buns off at PD with the Raleigh International gang. Bound to loads of laughs and crazy stuns. I heard there would be some jungle trekking. Sure would embarrass my fat self with all the exercise......kakakakakakakakka. But I do miss the beach.....see a sun burnt me on Sun nite.....

posted by Orion @ 3:19 PM