Epistle of the stars!

Long time no see...CHEERS!!!

Hey hey peeps,

It has been a real long time that I have actually wrote in here. I think the complaints I got are more than the number of posts I actually have. So what has been up....

Well, there are the university applications which I have dreamt about how it went...then I was taught the lesson that things never go as you want them to. RMIT is giving me such a hard time. I cannot possibly just retake another year just because they think Lim Kok Wing is inadequate. However, I do understand their strict entry requirement but this time...I guess I just can't take the risk until they confirm the number of years I still have to do as my dad can afford it.

Secondly, there are the humongous pile of assignments each week which gives me the stress of a lifetime. Who ever told me that uni life was fun? Well, he can put a sock in it. I so do not understand people who do assignments so easily and get excellent grades...I slave over it and get average grades. And when I do get good grades, I actually have a slight guilt trip for those who did not do so well....as when the times I do get good grades..its of people's opinion unfair justification...peer assesment. Gosh...I kinda hate studying NOW!

Then, there is this constant bickering between my friends. Here and there. Back in KK and in KL. I feel so sad for them. I wish that they could patch things up but it is never up for me to decide. As someone once told me...LOADS OF TIMES...time heals all things...well not everything...but it helps a bit!! I just wish that despite all they each see the reason why they first actually became friends....then try to work it out. I do not say I'm perfect at this...I made my mistakes...(yes fi...i know!*weak smile*) but in my opinion...things are getting a lot better...*fingers crossed*
It's difficult to see each side in anger...some suffering...some in tears...which in which just remember...friends are uncut diamonds...give them time to show their true shine.

Lastly, I decided that I really like to spend time on my own. It's amazing..this alone time thing. But not all the time...I still need my family and friends. But once in a while...once a week I get my 4 long hours at the gym just doin anything of my choice...not thinking bout my daily worries & just relax in the sauna...have a leisure treadmill session...gives me time to reflec on life...to blank out like Homer Simpson....to think of delicious new recipies....ahahahah (WHAT A PIG!). I think this will be my new routine. I think Fitness First needs a pool...then can add swimming to it all.....

Well, back to my 2000 word essay and my 3000 word individual assignment....Adios!

posted by Orion @ 1:28 PM