Epistle of the stars!

Bye Bye KL!

Exactly 2 and a half years ago, I was sobbing my way from KK to KL, unsure of the friends I would make and sadden by what I had to leave behind. During those years I endured the stupidest and craziest of things....

• I jumped off a bus by accident....long story
• I dated weird men...from not bathing before a date to hole in clothes (in MVM) all the way to a guy who dated me just to add to the list of names
• Invaded 3 of my good friends homes
• Made bad and good decisions and still not have the guts to try tequila..akkaka

Anyways, besides torturing my soul with gut wrenching decisions, during my first few months in LUCT, the university that has no morale...but back to my story....I went through a series of friends....making stupid mistakes by following their advice....and came out from the war of backstabbing and lies to learn only what most people already know by my age...BE YOURSELF AND KNOW WHO YOU ARE...and never think people are better than you in any way...and advice from people don't matter to what you know is the best decision...

Now, I'm back in KK about to end my KL supreme life and to move far from people I adore and love.....and go study and try to start my next steps of life in Perth. My transition from modern open civilization to my hippy-save the hormones-environmentalist of the human body parents...is not going well. I must have heard these 2 words "Unhealthy Lifestyle" like a zillion times since I landed just a few 36 hours ago...if my calculation is right.

Sadly, I left behind a few unresolved issues and am hoping that time will heal it all. Maybe some might not understand the issues and blame me for my ice cold approach but I do not have the heart to ruin such confidence in oneself and their passion and love for life.

Whichever way it goes...I have no right to any other life but my own. It's like owning you own shoes...hell I'm not going to put my feet into your stinky sole...okie...the crudest way to put it...but only you can put up with the stink from your own shoe....and that's the way with life I guess....only you decide your next step and only you have to face the consequences....no matter how much saliva I sprinkle on your face during the "counseling sessions".

But I do miss everyone in KL...the wonderful friends I made...the wonderful people I met...the hearts that touched my life....

Thank you for the experiences that are unforgettable....

posted by Orion @ 10:46 AM