Friday, February 03, 2006

*sighs*

Have you ever felt that somehow you were less important? Have you ever felt so lost that you just did not know what to say? Life is a little less glamorous and a lot more complicated to handle. I always used to think that good things will last long. But Bridget Jones' Diaries' qoute of "When one part of your life gets better, other parts will fall apart". Apparently people like me sometimes refused to look at logical sides and see things through a tinted glass.

Things are never perfect and wont be close to it. I am learning to embrace what I have and love what is available. Beb...I want to send a deepest apology....sorry I did not know what to say to comfort you...to make you cry. I am inadequate at circumstances like that...but I will be here for you no matter what. I am a silent by-stander....but I will be there...no matter what.

Talking about being silent. These past few days hanging out with my best gal friends...has really focused on relationships. On how its a bad omen when there is a fight in the first month of the relationship. Or dating a younger men is really choice as long as the mind is more mature than the age. On how men should never let the girl walk away when there is a fight. And that when things are not meant to be....when one or both is unhappy....do not try to push it but a friendly break-up would be the answer. Love is such a complicated thing...tell me...is it really worth all this trouble?

It's a depressing post. Too much on the mind......kakakakak....will have more of my crazy quirkes on soon...I HOPE! =0)